being a single father, struggling with financial and legal problems can be hard for anyone.
I like to think of myself as the machismo, hard working, protective dad who doesn’t take shit from nobody or accepts any free hand outs because I’m a man and I take care and do the providing for my family type of guy.
But a man can only take so much. Honestly I feel like breaking down sometimes because life keeps on running me over. No lie it’s hard raising a daughter on my own. Theirs things that come up where I wish I had some one to help take care of awkward situations. That I just can’t do sometimes.
I swear, theirs times where I just want to say fuck it. Or just cry my eyes out and yell out at the top of my fucking lungs, to give me some kind of relief. The hard part was staying away from the alcohol and violence, I’m glad I have a stronger will now to fight the urge and temptations.
But in all, I keep going and pushing with no matter what is going on in my life I strive foreword and praise God for the strength and determination. I know without him or my families help id be lost and literally broken.
But I’m only human, I cry, I pray, I keep moving forward.